SORRY FELLAS...........
07-28-2012, 06:54 PM
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SORRY FELLAS...........
But I have to do it.
Four years ago I lost apart of my heart. And I can never get it back. That day turned my whole world upside down.
My little girl only had 12 days until her first birthday, when we lost her. She was always smiling and was very happy. I often wonder if I did enough for her. I wonder if she knows and understands how much she is love and missed. And I hope she will be waiting for me at the gates when it's my time to go (provided I make it there).
I would gladly trade places with her, just so she can grow up and enjoy life. I'd give anything to see her smile at me the way she used to, to hold her, and to give her just one more kiss. I miss my baby girl!
If you have any children, take the extra time and give them a hug or kiss. Pay attention to them just a little bit more. And hold them like you'll never see them again. Because the simple fact is, you never know when they will be gone. You never know when your world will get turned upside down.
This is the last picture of me and my baby girl together. It was taken 2 weeks before she passed. This picture is the reason I always have a blond mohawk. There are other pics also.
Thanks for reading!
Four years ago I lost apart of my heart. And I can never get it back. That day turned my whole world upside down.
My little girl only had 12 days until her first birthday, when we lost her. She was always smiling and was very happy. I often wonder if I did enough for her. I wonder if she knows and understands how much she is love and missed. And I hope she will be waiting for me at the gates when it's my time to go (provided I make it there).
I would gladly trade places with her, just so she can grow up and enjoy life. I'd give anything to see her smile at me the way she used to, to hold her, and to give her just one more kiss. I miss my baby girl!
If you have any children, take the extra time and give them a hug or kiss. Pay attention to them just a little bit more. And hold them like you'll never see them again. Because the simple fact is, you never know when they will be gone. You never know when your world will get turned upside down.
This is the last picture of me and my baby girl together. It was taken 2 weeks before she passed. This picture is the reason I always have a blond mohawk. There are other pics also.
Thanks for reading!
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07-28-2012, 07:25 PM
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I am really sorry to hear about your loss and pain....Hopefully things get better for you as time passes....I know you'll never forget your little angel...
07-28-2012, 07:29 PM
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Sorry for loss Elliot. Really makes me want to give my kids a big hug and kiss just reading that. They say everything happens for a reason but things can really make one wonder....
07-28-2012, 08:09 PM
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Sorry about your little girl
I only met you once and I remember you being happy and content with your ride and your life. Never knew you had such a lost. I have 5 boys and been trying for a girl for some time now. Hate to see anyone lose their little girl. I will say just stay how you are: smiling, happy and free of any anger, disappointments, and I hope and pray with a clean soul, content life and loving heart, your little girl will speak like a whisper in the night to you, your little girl will grow with you in your dreams and when your time has come your little girl will be waiting for you at God's Heavenly gates with a big smile and arms wide open for your hug. Be easy and God bless you!
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07-28-2012, 08:18 PM
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She looks like an angel, Elliot. I'm sorry for your loss brotha. Dont have children but can't imagine there's anything in life more painful than losing one
07-28-2012, 08:43 PM
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Man this breaks my heart... I'm so sorry for your loss man. Seeing her on the photos should make you realize she was a happy girl and that sometimes you just don't have these sort of things in your own hand. How sick life can be sometimes to take this gorgeous girl away from you. I wish you all the best from New Zealand!!
07-28-2012, 09:34 PM
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So if my math is right, her brithday is August 9th? Let me know man, because I will be thinking about your sweet daughter, you and your family on that day. God bless you bro.
07-28-2012, 10:16 PM
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I appreciate all the kind words fellas! My wife and I thank you for the thoughts and prayers!
This is one of those wounds that NEVER heal. All I do is try to stay strong so that my kids can
see that they are just as important as she is. And so they see that life is a ***** but you can make it through anything if you stay strong. (little do they know how bad it really hurts)
Her name is :
Essence Jazmine
8/9/07 - 7/28/08
I miss you "Baby Girl"
This is one of those wounds that NEVER heal. All I do is try to stay strong so that my kids can
see that they are just as important as she is. And so they see that life is a ***** but you can make it through anything if you stay strong. (little do they know how bad it really hurts)
Her name is :
Essence Jazmine
8/9/07 - 7/28/08
I miss you "Baby Girl"
07-28-2012, 11:29 PM
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My wife wanted to have kids pretty badly and I never was to interested in having one but thought I'd give it a shot since she wanted one and my baby boy is 3.5 months old and my point of view has changed drastically. Every time my kid smiles at me I just melt away. Last month he developed a bad rash on his but ( even bleed a little bit ) and I started crying at the site of my baby boy hurting ( thank God it's fixed now ).
I'm deeply saddend that anyone would have to go through this and good for you that you've been able to move on ( you never forget, but you must always keep going ).
I hope I'm not being insensitive but, what happened to her? You don't have to answer if you don't want to of course.
I'm deeply saddend that anyone would have to go through this and good for you that you've been able to move on ( you never forget, but you must always keep going ).
I hope I'm not being insensitive but, what happened to her? You don't have to answer if you don't want to of course.
07-29-2012, 12:16 AM
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Just wanted to add after reading that we decided to have a "slumber party" in the family room tonight and have 4 of us on the big lounge couch and the baby in the swing beside us. I've always lived my life with the motto of living everyday like it was my last and believe that's the only way to live. You never know when your times up so take advantage of it while your here.
07-29-2012, 12:44 AM
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RBJ, Didn't see this before.. My neighbor had the same thing happen to her baby boy Ethan. He was the same age to, went to SIDs. Thats also why I have the stickers on my rear small windows BTW. Let me now if you need anything brotha. I know I am just a kid too, but if I can help in any way just please don't hesitate to ask.
Sticker has a website called Promise For Ethan. It was a charity for babys that passed of SIDs. Website is no longer up, she had a new baby and she was reminded of her last and it was just to much for her.. Sorry RBJ
Sticker has a website called Promise For Ethan. It was a charity for babys that passed of SIDs. Website is no longer up, she had a new baby and she was reminded of her last and it was just to much for her.. Sorry RBJ
